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'I feel like a complete failure': Michigan mom accused of killing her teen testifies at murder trial

Shanda Vander Ark is charged with first-degree child abuse and the murder of her 15-year-old son Timothy Ferguson
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MUSKEGON, Mich. (WXMI) — Testimony in the murder trial of Michigan mother Shanda Vander Ark continued Thursday, with the accused taking the stand in her own defense.

Vander Ark is accused of neglecting her 15-year-old son, Timothy Ferguson, so severely that he died in the basement of their home. In court Thursday, Timothy was described by his mother as having high-functioning autism, ADHD, bipolar disorder and several other mental ailments.

'I feel like a complete failure': Norton Shores mom accused of killing her teen testifies at murder trial

The teenager was found dead on the morning of July 6, 2022, after police were called to their home at the end of Marshall Road.

“When your brother died, were you surprised?" Vander Ark's defense attorney Fred Johnson asked Timothy's brother Paul on the stand Wednesday.

"I was surprised, shocked, horrified,” he replied.

At the time of Timothy's death, he lived with his mother, and two of his brothers — 19-year-old Paul Ferguson and a 9-year-old brother referred to in court only as "G."

Paul faces a charge of first-degree child abuse himself, accused of carrying out punishment's on Tim dictated by his mother.

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Paul Ferguson testifies in Shanda VanderArk's trial for killing his 15-year-old brother, Timothy.

"I haven't had it diagnosed and I don't know how to explain it, but I'd say it's something close to Stockholm Syndrome," Paul explained of his relationship with his mother.

"I desire to find a role model... Due to my own low self-esteem, I would do anything to make them proud of me. That's not an excuse, I know, but I feel like I'm glad I was at least able to realize it so I can correct it."

Prosecutors allege that Timothy's access to food was cut off almost entirely. Vander Ark had placed locking mechanisms on the fridge, freezer and pantry.

On the stand Thursday, Vander Ark claimed that this was only to protect her son.

"I had just purchased a 2-pound bag of chicken nuggets, put it in the freezer. I guess he got around the motion dispensers," she said.

"He said, 'I ate them...' I said, 'did you cook them...' 'No,' he said he ate the whole two pound bag frozen."

Prior to January 2022, Shanda's husband Adam was living in the Norton Shores home. He suffered a stroke and had to move out of the home and in with his parents in West Olive.

Shanda pointed to Adam's stroke as a catalyst for Timothy to start acting out.

“There was a couple situations when Tim actually intentionally kept everyone in the house awake. He would intentionally set off the motion detectors, he would make noise," she said.

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Shanda Vander Ark on the stand Thursday

Paul explained in his testimony that Timothy had been sleeping in a small room under their basement stairs in the time leading up to his death. Inside was just a blue tarp, similar to those used for cleaning up a yard.

Cameras and motion alarms were affixed all around the house. According to Shanda, they were there to monitor both Timothy and "G".

Shanda was in the process of becoming an attorney when she was arrested for murder, passing the bar on her first try.

She was clerking for a judge at the same Muskegon County courthouse her trial is now being held at, before getting a job in Newaygo County.

Because Shanda struggled to maintain proper blood sugar levels, she was using a Great Dane as a service dog. For a time, she would create and post YouTube videos about her dog and their daily activities.

As of December 2023, she had 380 subscribers to her channel. Her last video was posted on March 18, 2021, about four months before Timothy died.

Muskegon County's Chief Trial Attorney Matt Roberts pressed Shanda during her cross-examination as to why she was able to accommodate her own health problems, and Timothy's.

“How could you not know he was that bad," her defense attorney asked.

"Honestly, I was just barely functioning, I missed a lot. I hate it because i feel like a complete failure.”

She explained that because she worked during the day, she had to trust Paul to watch over Timothy and to dole out any punishments.

"Was this outcome expected by you," her attorney asked.

She responded, "Absolutely not, no."

While the prosecutor's office is adamant that Shanda should be held legally responsible for the death of her son, citing continued abuse, her defense stands on the notion that she never intended to hurt Timothy.

The prosecutor's office rested their case Thursday afternoon, giving the defense a chance to call Shanda to the stand.

Testimony will continue Friday morning. Once Fred Johnson is done presenting his witnesses, each side will give closing arguments before the case goes to the jury to render a verdict.